You Can't have it, until I give it to you.

Newest obsession

prewar blues (1920s)

evelyn preer has set the music mood for this winter season and Sam collins too

wow i love it check it out

Honey where you been so long?

should I wander or go home

tomorrow

no school +

sociology questions -

showing 2-6 -

cole is next to allied so i can soak my sorrow in music +

playing at open mic +

uber sad family DVD -

come home to drunk family +

hmm I think its do able not the best but gotta look at the bright side

goodbye grandma (dec 3 2006 )
she was my favorite
I regret not going on thursday

she's not suffering anymore but she's not breathing either

i'm having trouble seeing myself happy again

but 6am suprises give me reason to get out of bed 

watching a human wither and suffer and ache in pain sucks,

but knowing there is nothing you can do about it accept push the morphine suck even more

SOS

i need to hold onto somthing but i can't

i'm really angry at God right now and I don;t know what to do about it.

fuck everything